So this is new thing for me. I have never written a blog before. I am still unsure of the exact concept of actually having and maintaining a blog. Am I supposed to pour my heart, soul, and secrets into this online collection of random thoughts? I think that those kinds of thougts are best either kept secret or let out in person. Either way, here it is ready or not here comes the boom.
I am a christian dude, a single man, a 19 year old male, a freshman, a guitar player, a good laugh, an adopted son of two awesome parents, a rock star, a jerk, a good guy, a scholar, a dabbler… That’s me in… a nutshell.
Right now I am sitting and the UDCC (dinning center) watching kayla eat her upteenth cookie. She is planning on grabbing a handfull and leaving with them in her purse. What a BAMF.
Speaking of college, everyone here is restless. Not even for any particular reason. Never have soooo many panties been bunched up at the same time.
It’s somewhat of a paradox with my life this time a year ago. Right now I just want school to be over so I can go home and work. On the contrary, this time last year I just wanted school to be over so I could leave home and go to school. The grass is always greener as they say… right?
My friend JR and I started lifting weights and running shortly after Christmas Break. That was about four months ago. I would have to say that I am in the best shape of my life. This even tops any of the several years I spent playing basketball at Earlham(Well that is, when I actually got to play). I have put on actual muscle, can run, and just feel real darn good about myself. Wowzers! I wish that we would have taken before and after pictures. Both of us have seen real results. It’s fitness made simple, it’s made for real people, and it’s changing real lives.
So the whole theory about hot babes at college is just as true as it is not true. Yes, there are hot babes at college, yes, I could hook up with hot babes, yes, they would be drunk, yes, that will never ever happen. I have meet plenty of cute girls up here at ISU and plenty of them drink. They are great people and are good friends, but I could never date anyone who drinks. It’s as simple as that. So it seems to be a little more difficult that I had originally thought. Nothing is easy. You’re tellin me. Let’s just say that there is a girl that I would love to date, but it is just the most difficult thing that I have ever encountered! Way way worse than having my wisdom teeth out, way more difficult than teaching myself stats on my own, way more difficult than listening to country music! So I tried, yes I did, but of course simply trying would be too easy. I kinda doubt that anything will ever probably happen, but I can never quite get ride of those feelings. So if I have ‘em I will follow them.
I’m a guy who goes by feelings over thoughts. If I feel it then I will probably do it. Like making this blog. It’s as much of a blessing as it is a downfall. Often times there is sooo much to gain, and at the exact same time there is soooo much to lose. Either way I am glad and it helps me learn more about myself.
Well that’s it. I will probably see this in a few days and wonder why I made a blog.
Peace
I’m trying not to freak out about all the grammar errors you made in this thing…
hahaha- Kayla, eating her upteenth cookie…bamf. so true.
I can’t believe you made a blog.
for the record, you’re really not supposed to pour your soul, secrets, etc. into a blog. sometimes it just accidentally happens and comes out in an abstract way. (i.e. your third to last paragraph)
You just have to give it a week or two. post stuff you feel like posting. don’t post stuff if you don’t “feel” like it. You’ll like it after a while.
you are exactly right about the whole learning more about yourself thing. it doesn’t really make sense, but it works. and there’s really nothing to lose but time.
HAHAH, that picture…. oh man. good times. you’re sooooo wasted… just kidding.